Wolf and Light

 

i

 

brevity slips in the damp puddles of muddy talk

can you see yourself in a word or two

as brevity slips in the damp puddles of muddy talk

fearsome color hung out to dry with the pelts

the black heart softens into the décor as grief dims graft

over the Schwarzhausen countryside in relief

hope tallows in the corner with Pre-war typewriters and musk

the lederhosen and the chef's rye bread tremor

Thüringer Wald in the distance for a moment 

recruits and lovers dress in the mud and suck on rocks 

to drain the milk from mineral bones 

fern and flower absorb each other in blandishments of the banished 

a woman snuffs out the candle and wraps herself in hide and dark pelt 

prepares her meal alone with buckshot, arsenic and powder

to the Horse Head Nebula calvary in the East she whispers

“leave my love before the land flowers over pebble”

the wolf grows light in his barking and approach

spots a train in the distance rattling its heavy bones 

on wobbly wheels more loss than caboose

transport toward a blackened heart of tackled corn and potato rot

the earth asks was any of this right

 

ii

 

wilding language bred from the red clay, the fires from the sun’s greed on cotton soil and swamp song and tobacco boogie and church hymn, the death that shines on the tin roof and broken porches late in July, the story that comes before school and dentistry, language taught to tame the currency of life and lost in the bargain between devil and hound, and no better is that more true and binding than in any small town or when you touched my eye lids with your scented tongue peach cobbler twined 

 

with smoke just before the sun rose in the green light as our lives rose darkly before the doors shut

 

iii

 

go then

you have loved another life

after all came before you

was it too late a haybale of words buckled on a tractor

for the books that ashen in the air with Birch 

for the children, the nightgowns, the leather satchel

and the candle falling in the window near the snow

 

iv

 

say what you will, Ah Ma 

say what you will