A story of echoes


“We are an echo that runs, skittering, 

Through a train of rooms.”—Czeslsaw Milosz



i


once we galloped against one another in the backseat of your father’s car

humidity a drape of kisses, falling stars unbuttoned against our throats

shaggy hair caught between teeth, the back window stuffed my language tight

your breasts awoke beneath the tremor of my unbuckled hope, so it seemed

in the night we learned more of ourselves than we dared

all those drive-by starts charting a teen mythology and rocket launches in the dark over the cape

we trapezed fear and broke our lives toward the police light

and off we were

mountain, macadam, deer leaping over a Pocono ditch

our syllables awkward as our fingers

where are you now decades gone, an echo skittering


have I exaggerated this with age

have I aged the exaggeration into song

every lit window in the dampened dark imagined by our breath, so it seemed

then 


how many of us in the dark in the park in a town in a state scattered over the nation

how many of bodies caressed the same delinquent moon with moonshine desire 

a goodyear of loss and laundry taken up, hung up on the land’s learning

the bootlegger and the apple trees listening up the holler
ask yourself as the lights descend and

the end of things in the night pulls, yet another dark bend


as time still abandons us, piled and frayed in another leaf-strewn corner